Tere Husn Ka Asar"

 "Tere Husn Ka Asar"

Us raat chaand bhi jaise sharma raha tha, jab maine tujhe pehli baar dekha tha. Tere lambe, khule baalon ne hawa se khelte hue meri saanso ko kuch der ke liye rok sa diya tha. Aankhon mein aag thi — lekin wo aag sirf jalaane wali nahi thi, balki woh ek nasha tha jo aankhon se dil tak sirak gaya. Tere honthon ki laali kisi gulab se kam nahi thi, lekin unmein ek ada thi jo sirf dekhne walon ka hosh chura leti thi.

Teri muskurahat mein aisi dhoop thi jo sardiyon mein bhi tan ko garam kar de. Jab tu hans ke dekhti thi, lagta tha saari duniya ki roshni ek jagah ikatthi ho gayi ho. Tera har andaaz, har harqat itni haseen thi ke har pal tujhe dekhte rehne ka man karta. Jab tu baat karti thi, aawaz mein ek aisi mithi gungunahat hoti thi jo dil ke kone kone ko choo jaati thi. Jaise koi geet ho — sukoon bhara, lekin ek saazish bhi chhupi ho usme.

Ek baar jab baarish ho rahi thi, tu bheegti hui meri taraf aayi thi. Tera dupatta halki si baarish mein chipak gaya tha tere jism se. Har curve, har lakeer jaise aankhon ke samne ek taj mahal ki tarah ubar aayi thi. Tera chehra geela tha, lekin aankhen ab bhi jhalak rahi thi ek shaitani masoomiyat. Us pal mein sirf tu thi — tera bheegta badan, woh mod pe ruk ke palatna, aur meri aankhon mein dekh ke woh halki si muskan dena.

Tu jab bhi mujhe chhooti thi, to lagta tha jaise saari duniya ruk gayi ho. Tere haathon ki naram lakeerein, tere ungliyon ki gardish — woh bas sirf jism tak simit nahi thi. Woh rooh tak mehsoos hoti thi. Ek baar jab tune apne haathon se mere baalon mein ungliyan ghumayi thi, to har rom-rom jaag gaya tha. Tere paas rehna jaise kisi aag ke paas baithne jaisa tha — ek ajeeb sukoon, lekin ek bekraari bhi.

Tera perfume ab bhi meri shirt mein basa rehta hai. Jab bhi teri yaad aati hai, main us shirt ko apne se laga leta hoon. Woh khushboo, woh touch, woh halki si saans ki garmi — sab yaad aa jata hai. Tumhe paas laake sirf dekhna bhi ek nasha ban gaya hai, lekin jab tu apni aankhon se undekha karti hai, lagta hai jaise saari duniya ne mujhe chor diya ho.

Jab tu lipstick lagati hai, to lagta hai woh tere honton ke liye nahi, mere deewanepan ke liye banayi gayi ho. Tera make-up bhi lagta hai jaise kisi raaz ko chhupane ki koshish kar raha ho, lekin tu har raaz se khubsurat lagti hai. Ek baar jab tune sirf ek safed shirt pehni thi, uski halki si see-through fabric se jo nazara mila tha, woh meri yaadon ka hissa ban gaya. Tum us pal chand se nahi, aag se kam nahi lag rahi thi.

Tere bina sab kuch suna hai. Raat ki tanhayi, pillow ka khamoshi se bhi zyada bhaari lagna, aur ek adhoori baat jo tere honton se kabhi puri nahi hui. Lekin jab tu mere paas hoti hai, to har baat khud-bakhud mukammal ho jaati hai. Teri baatein, teri harkatein, teri aankhen, sab kuch meri duniya ka markaz ban chuki hain.

Main tujhe chhoona nahi chahta, balki mehsoos karna chahta hoon. Har baar jab tu mere kareeb hoti hai, lagta hai jaise waqt ruk gaya ho. Tere cheekh se leke teri khamoshi tak, sab kuch ek geet hai jise sirf main samajh sakta hoon. Tere bina main adhoora hoon — aur tere saath, main poora bhi hoon aur khud se door bhi.

Mujhe woh raat yaad hai jab tu ne sirf ek kamarband pehna tha, aur baal khule the. Tumhare jism se roshni nikal rahi thi — chandni bhi sharma gayi thi. Main sirf tumhe dekhta reh gaya, aur tum muskurati rahi. Tumhare us ek pal ne meri har dua, har tamanna ko mukammal kar diya. Tum mere liye sirf ek larki nahi ho — tum meri bhook ho, meri pyaas ho, meri har uljhan ka jawab ho.

Tu jab mujhe dekhti hai, to meri saanse tez ho jaati hain. Jab tu door jaati hai, to meri dhadkanein dheemi ho jaati hain. Tu meri mohabbat hai, meri junooniyat hai. Tu ek sher ki tarah meri rooh mein daakil ho chuki hai — aur ab tu niklegi nahi.